Let me tell you okays .
I guess 2010 wont be a good year for me .
Whateshit ? What a bad year for me ? Okay , forget it .
I'm worry bout a lot of thing now . Hais .
Bill ? My Result ? And ..... ?
Regetted that why don i do well in my n level result sia !
How am i going to pay my bill ?
I asked you , you still cant forget her uhs ?
You said me , you really cant forget her .
Why you cn tell me early sia ? :(
If you tell me early , i wont me also xin gu now liaos .
Feel like die or what . :(
And i also ask you , do you like me before you say yes ?
Hais . What should i do now sia ?
I now very xin gu luh ! Cn anyone tell me what to do now ? Pls . :(
Should i still wait for you ?
Why everytime when i really love th person alot and th person leave me alone ?
Do you know i hate this freaking feeling ? Really ?
[edited/]
Hais .
I really miss you alot sia . :(
I miss th time when we are really close tgt .
I miss th time we play tgt .
I miss everythinq .
Nobody know how i feel right now .
Unless tis thinq really happen to you . When you love a person very much .
Ya , i did say before don love a person very much cause you will qet hurt more .
But i cant do it sia . Why ? :(
Hais .
What should i do next ? Should i really give up or what ?
I hope tat we cn be back tgt . But think cant ba . :(
Since you still love her so much and also cant forget her .
Hais .
Why tis thinq keep happen on to me sia ? :(
I'm now very depress sia .
Keep anyhow think tis think tat , qoinq to be crazy soon liaos .
Hais . :(

Shit it.Freak it.End it .
From 2009 onwards until now , my life suck alot .
Why just cant tis stop ?
If thr is given one more chance to bring everything back, i promise i will bring it back . I promise .


Should i trust you again ?