Realise the heat, the lie .

Baby give me, can't deny .


Blogger .

When i realise , iloveyou.
Is not because of you.
But because , your♥


Name: TanHuiFen (:
Age: 16
DOB: 21/8/1993
School: Bukit Batok Sec
Single&Unavailable

Wants

Him
See my first shooting stars
New handphone
Ring with my name
New wallet
Pass N level
New laptop
New bag
Buy new t-shirt
Buy new short
Buy new shoes
Manymany clothes
Rebond my hair
Dye hair
Eye-bow trimming
Manicure
Padicure
Geeky Spectacles
Nike Bottle
Brown contact lens
Grey contact lens
Black contact lens
100% freedom
Chats .


10:06 pm Monday, 25 January 2010

When you're single. All you're lookinq for is happily ever after. But only of your stories cn end tat way. Th rest end with someone qettinq hurt.

10:55 pm Monday, 18 January 2010



Waitinq is painful. Forqettinq is also pianful. But not knowinq which to do is th worse kind of sufferinq.

2:56 pm Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Back everyone !

This is a cute story..
A qirl and a boy were holdinq hands and suddenly th qirl asked

Girl : Am i pretty ?
Boy : No
Girl : Do you wish to live with me ?
Boy : No
Girl : Will you cry if i leave you ?
Boy : NO

The girl started to cry ..

The boy pulled her close to him and huq her .
She even cried louder .
The boy kissed her in th lip to stop her cryinq and siad ,

"You are not pretty , but you are beautiful"

"I don't want to live with you , but i live for you"

"If you leave me , i won't cry but i'll die . I love you .."

So sweet (:

9:24 pm Friday, 8 January 2010

Back everyone !

Went to meet junci and ... at bb interchange .
Damn sian sia .
Took bus to bugis . Halfway feel like vomit and not feelinq well sia .
Hais .
Blabla ....
After tat , we took bus to clementi and change bus .
All th way back no mood sia .
Hais . Also don know why .
Damn tired nowadays .
And also no mood to post sia .
Hais .

6:41 pm Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Hi everyone (:

Last night , slept at 12plus and woke up at 8plus .
Tired sia .
Just now went for a nap . Woke up at 5plus .
I'm damn bored now sia .
Roar .

Yesterday ,
Him : I ask you one thinq , you like me anot ?
Me : Why ?
Him : You want to be my stead aqain anot ?
Me : Why le ?
Him : Nbm nothinq
Me : Ya , i like you and i also want be your stead aqain . But also no use cause you still cant forget her . Cn you tell me why you ask tis ?
Him : Recently she msg me , i also don feel anythinq , but if you be my gf , must prepared to .......................
Me : Okays , if you find gf is to do tat den forget it ba . I want is true love der .
Him : I also wont anyhow ask a qal to be gf , cfm must qot feelinq der .
Me : Let don talk bout ts first ba .
I'm very confuse now .
What should i do ?
I'm very tired of tis liaos .
I need a break man .
Hais ):

10:08 pm Monday, 4 January 2010

Back everyone !

Last night , slept at 11plus and woke up at 7plus . ):
Cause junci msg me in the morning . Did not blame her .
Sch start today . Hais ..
Feel weird sia , everyone qo sch except me did not . ):
Really regerted tat why i nvr do well in my n level . ):
Hais . Now say what also no use liaos . Want blame , blame myself .
Bored sia . Stay at home .
Keep on msg junci and him .

Today ,
You suddenly ask me , i qot miss you anot ? I was damn shocked man .
I ans , no i nvr miss you . And you say , okays lorr den don msg me when you are workinq .
Let me tell you , i regertinq sayinq no . I really miss you alot . ):
But i don know why i say no .
Hais .
What had say alr say liaos . Cant take back anymore . ):
I now very fan sia . Don know what should i do next .
Maybe i should give up ba ? Like tat i wun be so tong gu and fan now .
Like tat ppl had tell me ....
What yours sure will be yours de , what not yours even is yours you force it to be yours also no use der .
Hais . ):
I msged you and ask you why you ask me tis ? But you haven reply me .
Maybe you don wan reply me or you hp no batt ba .
But hope you will reply me . ):

不是我不要和你联络,可是我真的好害怕,真的没力了。我真的很努力的想要放下。

7:02 pm Sunday, 3 January 2010


Back aqain .
Went to meet junci and ..... at bb interchange .
I pass .... , his thinq den me and junci went to bb cc thr .
Cause junci taking her edusave award . Damn long sia .
Blabla ...
Hais .
Let me tell you , i really do miss you alot .
I msg you and tell you , today maybe will be our last meetinq liaos .
But you said why ? I ans cause sch startinq soon and plus you workinq too .
You ans me , no uhs i wednesday and friday nvr work so cant meet up .
If meet up , i also don know how to face you sia .
Hais .
I qot think of don contact you or msg you but i cant do it sia . :(
Very xin gu now luh .
Don know what should i do next liaos . :(
I'm tired of all tis liaos .
When cn it stop sia ?

If you are readinq tis post you should know hu i'm writinq to ba .
What happen to you sia ?
Msg you don reply me . If we did anythinq wronq you cn tell us .
You make me feel like you are tryinq to avoid us sia .
Hais . Hope you cn faster contact us .

9:16 am Saturday, 2 January 2010

Let me tell you okays .
I guess 2010 wont be a good year for me .
Whateshit ? What a bad year for me ? Okay , forget it .
I'm worry bout a lot of thing now . Hais .
Bill ? My Result ? And ..... ?
Regetted that why don i do well in my n level result sia !
How am i going to pay my bill ?
I asked you , you still cant forget her uhs ?
You said me , you really cant forget her .
Why you cn tell me early sia ? :(
If you tell me early , i wont me also xin gu now liaos .
Feel like die or what . :(
And i also ask you , do you like me before you say yes ?
Hais . What should i do now sia ?
I now very xin gu luh ! Cn anyone tell me what to do now ? Pls . :(
Should i still wait for you ?
Why everytime when i really love th person alot and th person leave me alone ?
Do you know i hate this freaking feeling ? Really ?
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Hais .
I really miss you alot sia . :(
I miss th time when we are really close tgt .
I miss th time we play tgt .
I miss everythinq .
Nobody know how i feel right now .
Unless tis thinq really happen to you . When you love a person very much .
Ya , i did say before don love a person very much cause you will qet hurt more .
But i cant do it sia . Why ? :(
Hais .
What should i do next ? Should i really give up or what ?
I hope tat we cn be back tgt . But think cant ba . :(
Since you still love her so much and also cant forget her .
Hais .
Why tis thinq keep happen on to me sia ? :(
I'm now very depress sia .
Keep anyhow think tis think tat , qoinq to be crazy soon liaos .
Hais . :(

Shit it.Freak it.End it .
From 2009 onwards until now , my life suck alot .
Why just cant tis stop ?
If thr is given one more chance to bring everything back, i promise i will bring it back . I promise .



Should i trust you again ?

9:51 am Friday, 1 January 2010


Its my 176th post .
Happy New Year Everyone ! (:



Tan Lee Peng

Happy 9years anniversay ! (: We had been know each other for 9years le since primary3 until now . Damn long sia . Hahahas . Thanks for all this 9years for being beside me . Ya , we've lost each other one and get back together again . I cannot afford to lose her. School, recess, lessons, toilets, we are always together. We are like unbreakable. Really thanks . And also goodluck in your ite course . Jiayou , i know you can do it der . All the best to you . Also don know will we still contact forever anot . But also have to stay in contact . Takecare . Thanks babe for everything that you give me . (: Loveyou ♥





Teo Jun Ci

We had stuck with each other for the whole of my secondary school life . Ya , we used to quarrel every single day until we are very tired of each other then we stop . Don know what happen make us close again . Now we are damn fucking close and never quarrel at all liaos . Hahahas . Maybe all our attiude had change ba . Xiao ma , when i had diffcult in my study you help me a lot . I know you teach me until you want vomit blood . But i still have to say thanks to you . Thanks . All the in ite . Stay contact hor . Takecare . Loveyou ♥

Will update more later . (:



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